(Edited 11/28/2023)

For the first time since starting the blog, I wrote an entry simply for myself.

It’s a more unfiltered venting about things that have been on my mind, and have shared to some level throughout many posts. It’s like what happened with a previous entry weeks ago, only not caring for grammar regulation.

Sometimes that’s what’s needed. That need to get stuff out of you that doesn’t need to be dressed up formally for anyone. Even that private entry is a reminder of how I can’t go most days without cussing about something or someone.

But you need those times where you have to release things at the rawest level, or close enough to it without taking it out on your device of choice.

It’s as freeing as the other public entries were and are, even though I’ll admit they’re watered down from what else I could say. But I know where the inspiration of those kinds of voices comes from.

I’ve done my best not to mimic them again already. Soon enough, the personal inspirations will know how and why.

One other thing I did like about it is that I can return to it and pick parts out for more separate entries. I even mention that in there, towards the cooldown point of my wall of ranting.

Whenever the next one happens, I’ll have this first one to thank for reminding me how I’m not without the choice of private outlets that tie into the public ones.

Until then, let the water be drank, workouts be done, and meds taken.

And clocking into work. Yeah, that’s important, too 🙂

D.F.