(Follow-up to Bless the Child.)

The memories I’ve built since even starting the blog are amazing ones. Not saying that they were all good, but it’s more comfortable to lock into the good stuff right now.

Before I started the entry linked above, I began having a comfort towards voice acting. It’s still great to this day, and I can’t go a day without getting into some form of character. It’s a nice mood booster even if I’m not fighting intrusive thoughts.

In the last few months, I made videos of myself reading a few entries from the blog. The reception was good, but I decided to expand on that idea. A way to tie to what I said to my younger self, how I will still use entertainment to connect with people.

Now here I am, on the verge of opening more of myself up into the world.

How else am I going to walk into areas of comfort and stability that I denied myself out of fear throughout my life? That I denied myself because of fear towards other’s disapproval, that I’ve come to see as their own pain reflected on me?

I don’t have to be on camera for it, either. Not yet, anyway. I feel that test was passed recently. I clearly have the voice to share what I have for this long. In fact, I’ve already recorded a couple of entries. Just comes down to me editing all that I need to.

Naturally I’ll link the page on here once things are ready. And I won’t stop posting here, either. There’s more to my plans than I can say, and a lot more to my future with this than I could even know.

D.F.