Sometimes it takes a little chaos to set yourself in the right direction. This is true on the inside of yourself as it can be on the outside.
Making sure that the chaos doesn’t effect your healing spirit promises you clarity towards the things, places, and people that love this side of you. Double that for those who knew you before that time came.
This doesn’t mean the chaos goes away.
You are allowed your time to feel through it.
Shouting, journaling, physically working out the pain and triggers. Anything that does not cause harm to you or your surroundings. Anything that doesn’t make people believe that you did. Or will.
No matter how heavy and/or repetitive the chaos may be, the longer you do everything it takes to face it and not let it rule over you, the greater you will feel.
The greater your happiness, peace, and light will be reclaimed.
D.F.